My Mood on FB

yeah.
i have nothing better to do.

i just found my mood application on fb is super duper cute and FUNNY.

sampai tergolek-golek gelak tgk image dye.
macam haram.

haha.
ok la.
i nak post my mood lagi kat wall fb i. hee~



si chomel,
nfhms.

killing loneliness

1. Beer: hoegaarden / cheep in labuan
2. Food: something i crave when i’m hungry
3. Relationships: battlefield
4. Crush: head turns
5. Power Rangers: morphin white
6. Life: isn't a bed of roses
7. The President: the bombing incident
8. Yummy: cakes, icecreams, chocs, westerns
9. Car: A4
10. Movie: august rush
11. Halloween: costumes
12. Sex: is beyond a physical pleasure per se
13. Religion: free to practice any in malaysia
14. Hate: liars and backstabber bastards
15. Fear: dark and monsters
16. Marriage: commitment & devotion
17. Blondes: are smart but brunettes are smarter
18. Slippers: banana peel
19. Shoes: hush puppies
20. Asians: small sizes
21. Pass time: try not to linger much to it
22. One night stand: lasts for only one night
23. My cell Phone: nokia
24. Smoke: veni vedi vici
25. Fantasy: remains fantasy
26. College: studying at day, clubbing at night
27. High school Life: sleeping & cheerleading
28. Pajamas: banana
29. Stars: shine
30. Center: attention
31. Alcohol: get high
32. The word love: love never tasted so good
33. Friends: forever
34. Money: flows like water
35. Heartache: leaves scars
36. Time: 24/7/365
37. Divorce: to divert
38. Dogs: bark
39. Undies: blush!
40. Parents: bankers
41. Babies: prince & princess
42. Playground: sunway pyramid
43. Song: if a promise ain't enough
44. Color: white and rainbow
45. Weddings: hot & sweaty
46. Pizza: i'm more into spaghetti
47. Hangout: somewhere chill
48. Rest: bed & pillows
49. Goal: left lipsticks mark at the goal pole
50. Inspiration: mirror…haha


si cepat bosan,
nfhms.

moaning in delight

hey leyla.
looking at your moaning-in-delight paint job,i dont mind being a lesbo.
i'm fucking seriously into you now.


lotsa love, hugs, and kisses,
nfhms.

missing the good old days

I talked for almost an hour with a good friend of mine, someone who I’d like to assume as my brother. We reminisced our good old days and we shared our current stories.

Those days with the burger stall, picnics on the beach, parties when parents weren’t at home… ;p

It was fun. I was only sixteen when I knew them. But everything is still fresh in my mind. How good I was as a matchmaker, how close we were, who cooked the best burger ever, how funny when we sold and delivered burgers to my school, how the love triangle – love pentagon – love love love began, evolved, and ended, how we comforted each other and how everything has changed.

It’s sad to admit that I feel like all of us are drifting apart from one another. As we grow older, each of us is busy making new friends and each of us is bound to other important commitments that we sometimes forgot to take care, cherish and appreciate what we ever have before.

I wish I was sixteen again.


yours truly,
nfhms.

a fruitful road trip to north malaysia

The road trip to the north was very tiring. Despite that, I gained more and more precious school of thoughts. The way to look at things changed for a better judgment, making me a better human than I was before.

Infidelity.
I’ve always thought my past is the worst. But I forgot, there are a lot more worsen than mine. Infidelity happens due to many reasons, no doubt. Lack of attention, lack of qualified dream characteristics, taking advantages, name it. But why do you seat on the pillion if you don’t like the rider? It is not necessary or I’d rather say it is unfair to put the responsibilities on the rider who brought you to the first stop and want him to bring you until the last station. It meant to be that way but not anymore in these days. It would be easier if you drop off at the first stop and go by yourself. Confrontation is the best when you feel like diverting although it hurts. Don’t do things behind someone’s back, you know it won’t get you far.

Money
Money is always the reason of women’s betrayal and diversion. Women are getting higher and higher in their personal maintenance on monthly basis. Most women would easily fall for someone whose pocket is thick, whose ride is faster, and yadda.yadda.yadda. Everyone loves money, who doesn’t? Hey, money doesn’t last long. Don’t forget, the same goes to your relationship. You may lose it over money. How pathetic.

Drugs
On a chemical substance, you’ll find everything is wonderful, everything is beautiful. But you forgot, it is over the moment it lasts. When everything is wonderful, it clouded your rational judgment. You are no more in control. You start doing irrational things which you yourself think is rationale. It creates a haywire in your brain and you broke things that you once really care of. It screwed you.

..

Yes, I personally think that there are times I found myself lack of attention from the person I love. Sometimes, time shows me that he doesn’t have a few of my dream guy characteristics. Though this doesn’t change my feelings for I know we are angels with flaws – nobody is perfect.

And to be added to the point, I myself love money. For I know I can do everything I like with it, I can buy anything that I want with it. Today, I am with someone that is not a wealthy man who can buy me an A4 today, who can buy a plane ticket to wherever I want to go, who can buy every single thing I wish I had. Hello, you don't bury money with you at the end of the day okay.

I get high sometimes. So does he. It is fun. A silly fun. But I wouldn’t go over the boundaries for I like myself to be in control. Off balance at times is normal. He knows how to resist. He knows how to handle. He knows how to take care of me. What else could I ask for?

Then be grateful.do appreciate, I bet everything will be just fine.


future.


si nak menjadi better person (konon),
nfhms.