July 27, 2008


Every night I fall asleep
Thinking of you
Till you appear in my dreams
And we’re together again

Until I wake up
Saying your name
And though
I wish I could have you
And that you love me like
I love you.

Yet I fight these feelings
I fight the pain
To still be with you
No matter it is sunny or in the rain

Though days be passing by
And every night I shed my tears
Because I cant help it any longer
And I’m not stronger as I used to be

You become my weakness
Unbearable sadness
Has overshadowed my happiness
I become so weak, so helpless.

This is the strongest feeling
A girl or anyone could have in the heart
This is the way I feel
And I will remain the way I am
Even though I am so hurt inside.

July 16, 2008

somewhere i belong

Bought a ticket for a runaway train.
Like a mad woman laughing at the rain.
Little out of touch, little insane.
It is just easier than dealing with pain.
Wrong way on a one way track.
Seems like I should be getting somewhere.
Somehow I’m neither here nor there.