missing him is a beautiful pain

people say that they find love as if it is hidden by a rock.
love takes many forms and it is different for any man and woman.
what they find then is a certain love. - Mitch Albom, 2008.

and i found a certain love with him;
a grateful love,
a deep and pure love,
a blissful one,
a love that makes me alive,
helps me grow stronger,
presents me a happy life,
one that I knew, above all else,
is irreplaceable.


FS


p/s:
my day is good.but it will be a thousand time better if you're around.
i miss you badly. *listening to Need You Now - Lady Antebellum and slowly slipping under the blanket*


yours truly,
nfhms.

time.

tick tock tick tock
time crushes and kills
time takes all you have given

tick tock tick tock
time to begin, time to end
a time to stay, a time to flee

time is precious
time is priceless
and yet
you still waste your time on unnecessary things.

kl heritage hunt 2010

unbelievable.
someone like me
who is always having a backache,
complaining it's tiring to walk a long distance,
who always wish for piggy back rides,
someone like me
who can easily get pissed off and make faces
yang banyak kerenah mengade-ngade,

would WON the 3rd place of KL Heritage Hunt - december 18, 2010?

well,
believe it.i did it.i won.yay!

to go to 8 checkpoints
and complete the task at each stop

1st-matic field : lastik a can with marbles from a 10 metres distance
2nd-little india : find a 'steel bird'
3rd-kl sentral : find a pillar that wrapped with the oldest adv on NST newspaper
4th-petaling street : find a lot number for (i forgot the name of the shop)
5th-central market : batik painting
6th-dataran merdeka : find in what year (Masjid Jamek, Cathedral of St. Marry, Textile Museum) was built?
7th-masjid kg.baru : eat 2 bowls (per team) of bubur lambuk
8th-klcc art gallery : find the selected drawings and fill in the details of them


and getting place in the top 3,
is really an achievement.



















he smiled and said "i'm proud of you."


proud of myself too,
nfhms.

awan nano

Lihat ke arah sana
Serakan warna dan berarakan
Awan
Pabila terik panas
Segera hadirnya memayungi diri

Pabila kau dahaga
Sesegera turun hujan melimpahkan kasihnya
Pabila kau katakan
Akulah awan itu yang kau mahu

Begitulah awan nano
Setia melindungi diri
Tika panas mencuba menggores pipi
Dan bibirmu

Begitulah awan nano
Sering saja tak terduga hadir
Dan tak akan tercapai jejarimu

Kasihnya
Kasih tiada banding
Setia tiada tara
Bagaimanapun jua

Awan kekasih sebenarmu sayang
Walaupun tak akan tercapai jejarimu

Lihat diriku ini
Yang sesekali pernah kau bagaikan awan
Sehingga tak mungkin terlupa
Berikan belas sedari dulu

Sehingga tak mungkin termampu saksi
Setitis pun air matamu kasihku
Sehingga kau katakan
Akulah awan itu yang kau rindu

Akulah awanmu yang sedia
Melindungi dirimu tika panas mencuba menggores pipi
Dan bibirmu

Akulah awanmu yang sering kau rindu
Dan tak terduga hadirmu walau tak tercapai jejarimu

Kasihku
Kasih tiada banding setia tiada tara
Bagaimanapun jua
Aku pelindung dirimu sayang
Walaupun tak akan tercapai jejarimu

Begitulah awan nano
Setia melindungi diri tika panas mencuba menggores pipi
Dan bibirmu

Begitulah awan nano
Sering saja tak terduga hadir
Dan tak akan tercapai jejarimu

Kasihku
Kasih tiada banding setia tiada tara
Bagaimanapun jua
Aku pelindung dirimu sayang
Walaupun tak akan tercapai jejarimu


suke (:
nfhms.

twenty-eleven

twenty-eleven celebration was absolutely fun!

i experienced sleeping in a tent for the first time after 22 years living in this world.kesian nye i...but first time is always the best.
i couldn't agree more.

snuggled under the blanket inside a tent,
with the sound of waves,
i woke up with a big smile, feeling so energetic. hee~

since young, i am not an adventurous type of person.
but surprisingly, i went for an hour kayak trip.
hebat tak? hebat kan?

i was so close to the ocean.
but i feel so secure.
it's like the ocean is mine..
seronok gile!!

beach volleyball is another thing.
the wind added up the fun of playing it.

while snorkling,
i stepped on a pointed coral and it left a cut under my feet.
it hurts.
but remember all the happiness and excitement,
the hurt, the tiredness, they all left me.

it's a great start of a new year.


p/s: happy twenty-eleven people!
have a glorious and meaningful year ahead.


(:



started to like convenient camping,
nfhms.