when boredom strikes...

seeming like i have plenty of time (now),
i feel like writing another entry for today.

Things I found today:

1. It feels awkward to stay at the hostel at the age of 23.
2. Your stress level would hit the maximum stage.
3. You would feel like consuming lots of caffeine.
4. Then you realized caffeine does not reduce your stress level.
5. You swear and curse yourself for that.
6. You tried other option which I shouldn't mention here.
7. And it does not work too.
8. You'd feel like crying after that.
9. But you don't.
10. Because you wanna prove that you are already a grown-up.
11. So, you just hit the bed and pretend everything is fine.
12. When you woke up and looked into the mirror, you feel pathetic for yourself.
13. I think I bore you to death.
14. Because my entries are mostly about life in this so-called prison.
15. I should change the topic.
16. You still can be homesick at the age of 23.
17. Missing your precious ones is a beautiful pain.
18. I lied.
19. It is of course painful.
20. You'd feel like crying again.
21. And you won't.
22. I think I really should change the topic.
23. I think Fanzi has become a better driver today. :P
24. i-10 is actually spacious.
25. But I still couldn't find the button to adjust its bass, fade, and etc.
26. Anyway, JP is a cool place to chill.
27. When customers ask for the bill, they actually want to check the price for each order.
28. By right, waiter & waitress should know how to write a bill.
29. Maybe I should stop here before talking much more crap.


having mixed emotion,
nfhms.

hostel... :/

pagi tadi
air kat hostel ada siket je.

i rasa macam awkward gile kot.. :/

tengah hari
hostel masih takde air.

i still rasa awkward.. :/

petang tadi
air ada banyak.
tapi ramai pulak orang nak mandi.

i rasa awkward jugak sebab kena tunggu turn. :/


tak suke tinggal kat hostel,
nfhms.

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shit,
nfhms.

sila ready.

referring to the title,
entry ni aku tulis sebab nak sumpah seranah.
so, sila ready to whom it may concern.

i have to take a bus to go to sahalam from melaka today.for my car is with my sis.
kalau aku ni ade mental sket,aku ingat aku nak sue la company bus tu.

i asked the ticket-girl,
"bus ni non-stop kan?"
that girl pon nodded.dengan muke kerek dye.
while i was about to buy the ticket,all she did was angkat kening (body language tanye nak ape la konon.panta* aa.tanye la proper question,aku ni customer beb..)

then naik bus,
boleh plak stop2 pick up orang kat tepi jalan.sanggup lalu jalan dalam,baru pastu masuk highway.
but* aa.sume orang bole je pegi melaka sentral.kau apahal, macam tuan besar nak suruh bus tunggu depan gate umah kau!

bus pon satu,kalau boleh sume RnR nak singgah.memang macam haram.
driver dye pulak just cant stop terpekik-pekik 'sia*! sia*! sia*!' when he talked on the phone with his friend because he has to drive the old and ugly bus.
bro,lu bawak passengers bro.dari sume lapisan masyarakat.siap ade tourists lagi.(tourist cari dalam buku language agaknye 'sia*' tu ape.hahaha)show some respect la.
listening to him all the way to sahalam really pissed me off.rase macam nak tembak je driver.bodoh!

da sampai sahalam,
aku turun cari cab.
pastu cab cakap kat aku,
'bodo aa adek ni.jalan kaki jelah.' pastu dye blah.mmg pu****k aa.

kau bodohkan aku?
pegi mati la lakhanat.nak aku bakar cab kau ke?
suke hati aku la.uma aku dekat aku nak naik cab.
aku bayar la bangang.memang laju je tangan aku tadi nak fail complaint.
nasib baik iman gwa kuat beb.kalau tak,aku da tendang bal** abang cab tu.

dah la lua panas, hati aku memang tengah menyirap.
pastu aku blah dari tempat cab tu, aku jerit 'BAB*!!!"


si pemarah,
nfhms.