March 28, 2016

all or nothing

everytime i see you.. 
you don't know how my adrenal glands are producing so much epinephrine that is taking over my body this very second, making my blood vessels constrict, my heart pumping blood rapidly and my lungs take in air at a higher rate. every cell of my body is calling out your name & i am paradox. i am so alive but i feel like dying.

i don't understand why you have so much control over my emotions, you make me feel so much while you probably feel nothing.