October 1, 2013

For Him, the one and only.

it's october. 
so many things have changed. 
especially myself. 

i am now a wife. a wife who shares her life with the husband in distance. 
who would have thought i ended my bachelorette life at the age of 25. and who would have thought i got to live with my husband separately. 

i cherish the time we spend only on weekends and i always treasure for more. but, this kind of journey is beyond my nightmare. most of the time in this journey is lonely. 
this journey is almost empty. 

strong as it seems, deep inside, 
i am sinking in. 
so many emotions overwhelm in my heart, 
shaking my faith. 

i am here, struggling.
just to hold on.
for him, the one and only.