July 14, 2010


my hands shiver.
my feet are cold.

i feel dizzy.
i don't feel good.

i feel like throwing up.
i need discomfort-killer syrup.


dear abah...

dear abah,
do you hear me?

i really want to talk to you but i can't pick up your call.
i am sorry.

i'm crying.
i dont want to worry you.i wish i could tell you what i'm going through here.
i wish i could share every single thing with you.i know, i just can't.

but i want you to know,
that i miss you and mom so much.

adek nak balik...T.T

your daughter,