today i feel like writing.
a week has flown by slow. i feel like it has been ages since everything has changed. and i have been feeling lonely and empty ever since, frankly.
i have been wondering of so many whys. and i'm figuring out still. what kind of test is this? most of all, i feel unfair when i dont have the chance to choose even at the first place. fate already did for me.
i am unstable af now. i dont know how i will endure this alone.
it was brief yet it was the longest in my mind.
in those littlest things i secretly cherish,
i still found happiness in this agony.
although it would only last for 10 seconds before the reality slaps me,
because you matter.
was once your bae.