boring.

moved into the house already.
few basic stuffs have been set up. (:
but still,
i feel lonely.

coz i am alone.
wey cuzzie,
cepat la datang sini!

this house is big.
i think it's nice and cozy too.
and of course, if the allowance is out,
i'm gonna spend a lot on it. ;p

well,
many thanks to abah.love you!


embracing life without transportation,hah.hah.
nfhms.

bila weekend tiba...

arini i sorang je kat bilik.
my roommates semua balik rumah masing-masing.
so, i sunyi. )':

all my friends balik rumah.
phye pun balik rumah.
fanzi pun busy je.artis la katakan. haha

now baru 1.40pm.
i tak tau nak buat apa la. *sigh*

semane...?


sendiri,
nfhms.

when boredom strikes...

seeming like i have plenty of time (now),
i feel like writing another entry for today.

Things I found today:

1. It feels awkward to stay at the hostel at the age of 23.
2. Your stress level would hit the maximum stage.
3. You would feel like consuming lots of caffeine.
4. Then you realized caffeine does not reduce your stress level.
5. You swear and curse yourself for that.
6. You tried other option which I shouldn't mention here.
7. And it does not work too.
8. You'd feel like crying after that.
9. But you don't.
10. Because you wanna prove that you are already a grown-up.
11. So, you just hit the bed and pretend everything is fine.
12. When you woke up and looked into the mirror, you feel pathetic for yourself.
13. I think I bore you to death.
14. Because my entries are mostly about life in this so-called prison.
15. I should change the topic.
16. You still can be homesick at the age of 23.
17. Missing your precious ones is a beautiful pain.
18. I lied.
19. It is of course painful.
20. You'd feel like crying again.
21. And you won't.
22. I think I really should change the topic.
23. I think Fanzi has become a better driver today. :P
24. i-10 is actually spacious.
25. But I still couldn't find the button to adjust its bass, fade, and etc.
26. Anyway, JP is a cool place to chill.
27. When customers ask for the bill, they actually want to check the price for each order.
28. By right, waiter & waitress should know how to write a bill.
29. Maybe I should stop here before talking much more crap.


having mixed emotion,
nfhms.

hostel... :/

pagi tadi
air kat hostel ada siket je.

i rasa macam awkward gile kot.. :/

tengah hari
hostel masih takde air.

i still rasa awkward.. :/

petang tadi
air ada banyak.
tapi ramai pulak orang nak mandi.

i rasa awkward jugak sebab kena tunggu turn. :/


tak suke tinggal kat hostel,
nfhms.

insomniac ramblings

a beautiful paradise to be stranded in.
a high place to feel in the blank.
vacations needed.noted that.

pocket.pocket.don't ever be a pickpocket.
purple notes, thousands, why aren't you in the pocket?

rain rain come again and again
your smell i like and
your presence i wait
a walk with you, i'd enjoy the most.

a body warm in a bed.
a feet warm under a blanket.
snuggle.snuggle.don't get tangle.

ah.total insomniac ramblings!


insomnian,
nfhms.

time.

tick tock tick tock
time crushes and kills
time takes all you have given

tick tock tick tock
time to begin, time to end
a time to stay, a time to flee

time is precious
time is priceless
and yet
you still waste your time on unnecessary things.

My Mood on FB

yeah.
i have nothing better to do.

i just found my mood application on fb is super duper cute and FUNNY.

sampai tergolek-golek gelak tgk image dye.
macam haram.

haha.
ok la.
i nak post my mood lagi kat wall fb i. hee~



si chomel,
nfhms.

killing loneliness

1. Beer: hoegaarden / cheep in labuan
2. Food: something i crave when i’m hungry
3. Relationships: battlefield
4. Crush: head turns
5. Power Rangers: morphin white
6. Life: isn't a bed of roses
7. The President: the bombing incident
8. Yummy: cakes, icecreams, chocs, westerns
9. Car: A4
10. Movie: august rush
11. Halloween: costumes
12. Sex: is beyond a physical pleasure per se
13. Religion: free to practice any in malaysia
14. Hate: liars and backstabber bastards
15. Fear: dark and monsters
16. Marriage: commitment & devotion
17. Blondes: are smart but brunettes are smarter
18. Slippers: banana peel
19. Shoes: hush puppies
20. Asians: small sizes
21. Pass time: try not to linger much to it
22. One night stand: lasts for only one night
23. My cell Phone: nokia
24. Smoke: veni vedi vici
25. Fantasy: remains fantasy
26. College: studying at day, clubbing at night
27. High school Life: sleeping & cheerleading
28. Pajamas: banana
29. Stars: shine
30. Center: attention
31. Alcohol: get high
32. The word love: love never tasted so good
33. Friends: forever
34. Money: flows like water
35. Heartache: leaves scars
36. Time: 24/7/365
37. Divorce: to divert
38. Dogs: bark
39. Undies: blush!
40. Parents: bankers
41. Babies: prince & princess
42. Playground: sunway pyramid
43. Song: if a promise ain't enough
44. Color: white and rainbow
45. Weddings: hot & sweaty
46. Pizza: i'm more into spaghetti
47. Hangout: somewhere chill
48. Rest: bed & pillows
49. Goal: left lipsticks mark at the goal pole
50. Inspiration: mirror…haha


si cepat bosan,
nfhms.

strawberry rocky for breakfast

a mountain of hell assignments have been submitted.
except for my creative writing portfolio and journals.
sir hadi is very considerate.
though, i haven't started any of it yet.yay...

this semester is really a tough one.
i couldn't imagine how next semester would be like.
would i be dead?

8 subjects man.8 subjects. *shaking my head*
and every lecturer acted as if i, we, the students only need to focus on their's subject..
please do this.submit it by tomorrow.
please do that.submit it by next week.
don't forget to...bla.bla.bla.
i don't want...yadda.yadda.yadda.

urghh..it's driving me nuts.
i know marks wouldn't be worth the efforts.
what are you expecting from us?
we have the right to live as a human.
to enjoy life like any other people do.
to have a good rest and not falling sick towards the end of every month.

writing it here wouldn't change anything.
i know..i know..
but i feel like sharing of what i thought about this whole torturing semester.

well, today i'm kinda free.
i am munching strawberry rocky and thinking of what to do next..ngee~

i love writing. i love writing.

dear lostpinkdiary,
you've missed so many things.

there are sooo many things i wanna write here.
however, time seems envy me so much.
so many things to do, so little time i have.

thoughts,ideas, and events are overwhelming.
i just need to find a time.
to write... (:


yours truly,
nfhms.