aku penat menjadi wanita lemah

sering kali aku berkata
tidak akan tewas kepada cinta
bukan untuk kali ketiga

perasaan itu indah
tapi bisa menyemai padah
perasaan itu magik
tapi bisa menjadi tragik

aku penat
aku lelah
menjadi wanita lemah

semua lelaki adalah serupa
marahnya mereka bila ungkapan ini singgah di telinga
namun itu adalah fakta
itulah hakikatnya

biar tidak diambil peduli
biar disakiti
biar dibiarkan perasaan ini
namun aku masih di sini

sudah berkali aku rasai
mungkin sudah aku lali
tapi
aku penat
aku lelah
menjadi wanita lemah

aku lelah...


wanita lemah,
nfhms.

i love writing. i love writing.

dear lostpinkdiary,
you've missed so many things.

there are sooo many things i wanna write here.
however, time seems envy me so much.
so many things to do, so little time i have.

thoughts,ideas, and events are overwhelming.
i just need to find a time.
to write... (:


yours truly,
nfhms.

T.E.R.I.M.A K.A.S.I.H juta-juta lemon

morning all...

my back is aching.
my jaw is painful.
my eyes are glued, cannot open.

it was a blast.
oh, thank god!

to nad,sis ayin,funzy,phye,azly,zatie & megat;
what could i ever say
to any one of you
to ever show my thanks
for made it came true.

what words would be most proper
to let you somehow know
how much i truly appreciate
the contribution you've shown?

if novels were ever written
to describe the depth of my thanks
no library in the entire world
could house them quite enough.



so,
BIG thanks guys.
only God knows how i appreciate it.

to megat:
dude,thousands of sorry.i truly am sorry.
for made you wait for such a long time...feel so bad about it.):

walaupun cuak,nervous,kene buat megat tunggu lame!,almost kantoi,reserved table almost kene amek,kene tipu sunat kat sayang,sayang pon da nak tarik muke;

remember all those happiness,
the tiredness left me. *big smile*



yours truly,
nfhms.

forever ecstacy addict

a stranger you're once,
with a gentle look you took my hands.
i feel love of passion
the ecstasy that knows no ration.

words twist and tumble through my mind
but i can't grab the right word or the right line.
that's how you made me,
not an awkward silence but speechless always be.

some say perfection is unattainable
for most things that's explainable,
in your arms and with your heart's affection,
i found a brief moment of perfection.

in this paradise, i would like to stay.
you keep me amazed.
you keep me dazed.
my brand new ecstasy is what i praised.

i love you,
always have.always will.

.baby.


p/s: happy birthday sayang.













august 20, 2010 ampang.

mtv worldstage 2010

rocked on the mtv worldstage
would be one of my unforgettable moments for this year.

wonder girls are superbly HOT and sexy in person.
tokio hotel is amazingly energetic.
katy perry is so fucking CUTE and naughty on stage.
not forgotten, bunkface can perform live really well!

it rained all the way,
but it was worth to be there...