When God created me,
He was showing off his best creation.
A soul filled with holy purity
A heart covered with kindness
A body with strong spirits
When God loves me,
He throws me lots and loads of obstacle.
He wants me to forget Him not.
He wants me to grow stronger.
I might not get award now and here.
But I know..
He has special gift for me up there.
When God knew
That I’m strong enough,
God put bigger difficulties on my path.
To train me to be more patient
To teach me to have faith
To show me how things work in reality
To remind me He is always there for me.
and so...
dear God,
i am nothing more but a servant of you,
who walk on the earth in humility,
please listen and answer to my prayers,
is all what i ask for...ameen.
full of flaws,
nfhms.
May 4, 2010
May 2, 2010
May 1, 2010
April 28, 2010
DL, don't go...
tomorrow..
i'm gonna sit for PTE final paper.
by now,
i don't know what i have in mind.
have i prepared?
am i ready?
i don't know.
seriously...
maybe i think too much about my pointer.
to stay in DL is what i want.
but for this semester, i can't tell.
the vision is so blurry.
bad feeling..bad feeling is inside..
too many things had happened.
it was a tragedy, i should add.
as much as i try to avoid it,
i know it had affected my studies.
it demotivates me.
*sigh*
hate when i can't focus,
nfhms.
i'm gonna sit for PTE final paper.
by now,
i don't know what i have in mind.
have i prepared?
am i ready?
i don't know.
seriously...
maybe i think too much about my pointer.
to stay in DL is what i want.
but for this semester, i can't tell.
the vision is so blurry.
bad feeling..bad feeling is inside..
too many things had happened.
it was a tragedy, i should add.
as much as i try to avoid it,
i know it had affected my studies.
it demotivates me.
*sigh*
hate when i can't focus,
nfhms.
April 21, 2010
against all odds
Some things are better left unspoken
I couldn’t agree more
Though, there are things that need to be told for its later consequences could be more harmful.
After all the days of despair
I never hope to see the rainbow again
Because I know,
The rainbow comes just to slip away.
It pinched my heart.
I am now dancing on broken glass
I realized I couldn’t hold the pain
I started to think of what I have
And to think that this chance I nearly lost
I feel like giving up
So I am holding on to your words;
This feeling is mutual
And I am willing to wait
For things to be real..
Take your time
Because,
In this agony
I still found a little happiness…
yours truly,
nfhms.
I couldn’t agree more
Though, there are things that need to be told for its later consequences could be more harmful.
After all the days of despair
I never hope to see the rainbow again
Because I know,
The rainbow comes just to slip away.
It pinched my heart.
I am now dancing on broken glass
I realized I couldn’t hold the pain
I started to think of what I have
And to think that this chance I nearly lost
I feel like giving up
So I am holding on to your words;
This feeling is mutual
And I am willing to wait
For things to be real..
Take your time
Because,
In this agony
I still found a little happiness…
yours truly,
nfhms.
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