here i am, still in this school.
the place where all my nightmares begin.
i was given 28 periods in a week. 26 periods are English, meanwhile the other 2 periods are for Civic Education. altogether i teach 8 classes and that means i have 6 classes to do the PBS thingy. HOMAIGOD, what the hell have i gotten myself into?
today was the most tiring day i have ever had since i am in the school. i have 5 classes to enter every thursday, double periods each. it was beyond than i can imagine. i went back and forth the office building, went up and down the stairs, talked and yelled, repeatedly. i am tired.
i dont know how long could i hold on.
i am just tired...
January 3, 2013
December 16, 2012
THE MEETING
here i am,
lying on my fluffy bed, writing this entry,
accompanied by a ring with saphire stone. i am loving it!
booked,
NFHMS. (:
lying on my fluffy bed, writing this entry,
accompanied by a ring with saphire stone. i am loving it!
booked,
NFHMS. (:
December 12, 2012
12.12.12
it seems like today is a lucky day for both of us. maybe it was just a luck, but i couldn't stop being grateful to God.
he passed the interview and i've received my first payment that i had been wanting and waiting for 2 torturing months.
it feels great to share the joy that you get from your hardwork with other people, especially your parents. i value this kind of thing. i feel blessed. i feel proud of myself.
it is indeed an amazing day. i shall not forget the date, for it brings precious moments for the significant people i have around me.
blessed,
nfhms.
he passed the interview and i've received my first payment that i had been wanting and waiting for 2 torturing months.
it feels great to share the joy that you get from your hardwork with other people, especially your parents. i value this kind of thing. i feel blessed. i feel proud of myself.
it is indeed an amazing day. i shall not forget the date, for it brings precious moments for the significant people i have around me.
blessed,
nfhms.
December 10, 2012
Of A Saphire Stone & A ring
Deep in my heart, there is a tiny hole. A hole where the tangled nervousness and un-readiness hide. The date keeps flickering in my mind. So does his face, smiles, and laughter. My hands shiver and my legs shake everytime I think of the date.
The day is coming towards me now, fast. The sparkle and blossom feelings are overwhelming but that tiny hole seems to grow bigger as well.
But I know it will be there for temporary, as I believed, on that particularly special day, that sparkles and twinkles of happiness will pave that tiny hole and surround my heart, warmly.
will be yours officially,
NFMS.
The day is coming towards me now, fast. The sparkle and blossom feelings are overwhelming but that tiny hole seems to grow bigger as well.
But I know it will be there for temporary, as I believed, on that particularly special day, that sparkles and twinkles of happiness will pave that tiny hole and surround my heart, warmly.
will be yours officially,
NFMS.
October 28, 2012
Monday Blues, always.
hi. been long and i should update you the moment i stepped into this school. bleargh.
i arrived at the school around 6.45 this morning. the journey was lonely but i was accompanied by the beautiful moon. it was big this morning that i feel so close to it. it was so yellow, just like my kurung today. i was sleepy while driving but managed to reach at the school safely.
i was asked to introduce myself duing the assembly although i told them i have lost my voice. and so i introduced myself with this rock and sexy voice, in ENGLISH, and all i can see is blur faces and dropped jaws. including the teachers'. surprised?
the teachers didnt speak to me since that. HAHA. i went back to the staffroom alone and do my own work. i think i like when i talk, everyone listens. just like this morning.
the school clerk has yet to settle my documents for my salary and i think it pissed me off. A LOT.
if i had a power or an authority, i'd send all the heads in KPM to a course that talks about 5 / 6 / 7 BASIC NEEDS IN HUMAN LIFE (past and present, perhaps future as well).
hmm..i'm bored. and sleepy. but feeling extremey uncomfortable. because i am now invigilating the exam, in this old wooden block. experiencing staleness..
this school hater,
FMS.
i arrived at the school around 6.45 this morning. the journey was lonely but i was accompanied by the beautiful moon. it was big this morning that i feel so close to it. it was so yellow, just like my kurung today. i was sleepy while driving but managed to reach at the school safely.
i was asked to introduce myself duing the assembly although i told them i have lost my voice. and so i introduced myself with this rock and sexy voice, in ENGLISH, and all i can see is blur faces and dropped jaws. including the teachers'. surprised?
the teachers didnt speak to me since that. HAHA. i went back to the staffroom alone and do my own work. i think i like when i talk, everyone listens. just like this morning.
the school clerk has yet to settle my documents for my salary and i think it pissed me off. A LOT.
if i had a power or an authority, i'd send all the heads in KPM to a course that talks about 5 / 6 / 7 BASIC NEEDS IN HUMAN LIFE (past and present, perhaps future as well).
hmm..i'm bored. and sleepy. but feeling extremey uncomfortable. because i am now invigilating the exam, in this old wooden block. experiencing staleness..
this school hater,
FMS.
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