June 1, 2016

remember me


time changes everything except something within us
no matter how things change, 
and whatever we have now,
time always leaves its shadow behind. 

anywhere you are, wherever you go, 
everytime you tryna find what time is it
i want you to think of me

cos i, 
never a second in my life, have not thought of you. 💕

remember me,
b. 

April 1, 2016

heat stroke? not...

hmm 
i was diagnosed stress recently. 
well i thought im doing ok. apparently im not. 
plus with the heat, my body doesnt tolerate much of it. 
if this prolongs, it could lead to depression. 
i'm started to reconsider to stay as a teacher. hmm 


what cause all these, seriously? 
hmm.. 

to when you were there


March 28, 2016

all or nothing


everytime i see you.. 
you don't know how my adrenal glands are producing so much epinephrine that is taking over my body this very second, making my blood vessels constrict, my heart pumping blood rapidly and my lungs take in air at a higher rate. every cell of my body is calling out your name & i am paradox. i am so alive but i feel like dying.

why..
i don't understand why you have so much control over my emotions, you make me feel so much while you probably feel nothing.

nothing, 
© 

March 18, 2016

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fcking terribly affected by this .. 
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