jiwa kacau

tak tenang.
tak tahu kenape.
tak suke. ):

time flies

time flies like an arrow,
fruit flies like a banana...

yeah.
time really flies fast, unrealized.

now, it is the middle of march.
only now i realized i'm getting closer to the final exam. *clears throat*
tons of assignment need to be done and submitted before the exam starts.
must stay in DL.must stay...

need more efforts.must put more efforts.

my room is a mess.=.='
this happens, towards the end of every semester.

i wish time could slowdown its speed.
or perhaps i could turn back time.
must be fun and helpful if i have the 'click' remote... :D

so little time yet so many things to do.
*sigh*



yours truly,
nfhms.

Get Wet

first of all,

i’m so sorry.

i know i promise to update you always about my days spent at Pangkor but i failed to keep my promise.

time spent was too precious that i have second thought of updating everything straight away of i had done there. one thing after another made 3 days being there feel so short.

ironically, nothing much i did there but drenching myself in the wide sea.

again, i felt the soft sand between my toes. i like how it felt, the feeling that i have long yearned for. i carved a smile. i love to see my footsteps along the seashore. i think they’re cute. they are what i called a natural art. but i felt sad the moment the waves washed it away. *sob sob*

i love to look at the view of the sea and of course the island itself. i enjoy sunrise and sunset views very much but sadly to say, i watched none at Pangkor due to overslept and tiredness. =.=’

the boat trip was fun. i love the harshness of the breeze. if i have to express how it felt, i would say that it was seductive. the sea water is clear enough to see those beautiful creatures and corals. i bent my body to see them, but what i saw was my shadow instead. i laughed. Oh, i need to focus! after a few attempts, then i managed to see them and captured a photo of them. as much as i love beaches, i don’t snorkel. i am scared and i don’t know why. but i do swim. (what’s the difference?)

looking for the end of the sea and failed to find one makes me realized that i still have a long way to go. i still have a lot more to experience. but all are beyond the eyes can see. nobody knows what the future holds. even to those who wear eyeliners. (huh¿)

i had seafood for lunch and dinner. i don’t know what the name of the recipe was nor i ever care how it was cooked but i fancied the crab very much. i ate and ate and ate until i realized everyone else had finished eating. well, it reminds me the time i lived in Sabah before whereby seafood is a must as my main course.

Oh yes. i got small cuts. one is under my left toe and another one is on my left elbow. my body is aching and i am tired because of the long journey and packed activities.

Though, remember all the moments there, the tiredness and pain left me…



vacation worshiper,
nfhms.

fantasy, eh¿

before i went to sleep last night,
i planned to see the sun-rise view this morning but i was overslept.
mommy & daddy went for a morning walk. i promised them to be ready before they came back.

so, i started imagining myself,
wrapped my body with towel and went into the shower.
jumped into the short-pant and a white t-shirt, and bring pario along.

suddenly,
"‘hey! wake up! wake up!’
people are waiting for breakfast at the cafe, you know…"

*mommy keeps nagging*


and i simply ignored it. lalalala~
*went into the shower*

oh, now i realized.
all that was what i think i would do, but i am not doing it actually. =.=’
haha. funny!



si suke berimaginasi,
nfhms.

escapade

1931hrs.

dear lostpinkdiary,

i am safely arrived at Pangkor Island.
unlike sah halam, it’s cold here for it has been raining since 5pm.

i think i like being here.
will update you always. i promise.
gotta go. need to fill my tummy.


~signing off~


holidays lover,
nfhms.