somebody call 999

the 8th floor was burnt into fire.
thick black smoke covered the top of the building.

people started to point fingers to where i stood.above me,to be exact.
i stood at the window.wondering whats going on.
i didn't smell the smoke or even see the smoke.
did i lose my senses?

okay.i heard the siren wailed loudly.
very loud.i mean it.

mom got panicked.
she packed her stuffs.
we packed our stuffs, too.

waiting..
waiting..
waiting..

and dad said,
everything is fine now.
they put out the fire already.

i exhaled, relieved.



feeling lucky,
nfhms.

too soon

by right, by now,

i should be:


prepared.

stronger.

independent.

sturdy.

cooler.

wiser.

reserved.


so, when it hurts,
it doesn't hurt that much.


hurtful,
nfhms.

each to their own

accept changes.

respect each needs.

celebrate our differences.

cause'


each to his own.



yours truly,
nfhms.

have faith in us

ffffinally,
i said it.
we said it.

we are scared.

everything's gonna be alright.
we believe so.


have faith,
nfhms.

missing him is a beautiful pain

people say that they find love as if it is hidden by a rock.
love takes many forms and it is different for any man and woman.
what they find then is a certain love. - Mitch Albom, 2008.

and i found a certain love with him;
a grateful love,
a deep and pure love,
a blissful one,
a love that makes me alive,
helps me grow stronger,
presents me a happy life,
one that I knew, above all else,
is irreplaceable.


FS


p/s:
my day is good.but it will be a thousand time better if you're around.
i miss you badly. *listening to Need You Now - Lady Antebellum and slowly slipping under the blanket*


yours truly,
nfhms.