heat stroke? not...

hmm 

i was diagnosed stress recently. 

well i thought im doing ok. apparently im not. 

plus with the heat, my body doesnt tolerate much of it. 

if this prolongs, it could lead to depression. 

i'm started to reconsider to stay as a teacher. hmm 

what cause all these, seriously? 

hmm.. 

to when you were there

all or nothing

everytime i see you.. 

you don't know how my adrenal glands are producing so much epinephrine that is taking over my body this very second, making my blood vessels constrict, my heart pumping blood rapidly and my lungs take in air at a higher rate. every cell of my body is calling out your name & i am paradox. i am so alive but i feel like dying.

why..

i don't understand why you have so much control over my emotions, you make me feel so much while you probably feel nothing.

nothing, 

© 

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fcking terribly affected by this .. 

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dont die just yet

hidup ni memang palat,

tapi esok masih ada. 

kalau kau hidup lagi lah esok.

sebenarnya yang betul-betul kau ada ialah SEKARANG.