March 2, 2010

module review : FEB 27th

Laila: Kenapa abang tinggalkan Laila?

Niyang Rapik was not that bad.
Overall, it was ok. I thought it was as scary as any other horror movie that involves ghost and whatsoever. I rather said it was a sad story. In a way, it reminds me of a chapter in my life.

Okay. I had to attend a module the next morning. But there I was, still lepaking at BunD at 3 a.m. Lazing and wasting time can be too good to be ended fast. =.=’

Despite lack of sleep, panda eyes, back aching, tiredness,
I pushed myself not to skip the module.
And so these are some pictures of me during the module.




time: 9.00 a.m
mode: oh fucking sleepy





time: 9.++ a.m
mode: camwhoring




time: during the speech (10.00 a.m, i guess)
mode: placing to sleep...look where i am.




time: afternoon
mode: sakit hati sebab panas sangat!




time: almost 2.00 p.m
mode: nak chrysanthemum tea lagi.
hero: hazwan.thanks for giving me one.love you sayang!



time: 4.00 p.m
mode: @$#%$&^ bila nak habes ni?! >.<


si tak suke pegi module,
nfhms.

March 1, 2010

lupa diri

my back is aching.
all my joints are in pain.
can someone lessen my ouchies?

i sleep less.
i eat a lot.
i lack of rest.i need a good one.

itula,
enjoy saje.
pantang holidays, mulalah mengorak langkah.
ke sana ke mari.
dari utara ke selatan.
timur ke barat.
tipu sangat.

asal hari isnin je,
mula sakit sini sana.

sampai assignments pon kau lupa?


yours truly,
lailadollar.

LOL


melatah

at first, i agreed to his request.
sebab aku blur dia called tiba-tiba.

*excited pon ade jugak* LOL
aku ingatkan pasal apalah kan.
suka betul kau men-spoil-kan mood aku. kan?
nak jugak suruh dia buat apa kau nak.

berbalik kepada jalan yang benar:
tapi lepas tu,
aku berfikir.
kenapa perlu aku buat apa yang dia suruh?
kenapa aku kena buat ini untuk korang?
kenapa kau pasti sangat itu dia? *kesian...she doesn't trust you.*

tak cukup ke semua yang aku dah korbankan?
you already took everything away from me. tak cukup?
aku pon dah jadi gila. tak cukup?
aku tak kacau kau. tak cukup?

anonymous can be anyone.
aku pun tak pasti siapa dia.
it can be a ‘he’ or a ‘she’
it can be myself or my admirer
it can be him or him or another him
it can be someone that i don’t know
it can be yiya.housemate aku tu gila sikit! tak, dia gila banyak.

coincidence happens.
don’t feel too insecure.not at the wrong place.wrong time.wrong person. enough doubt.
it doesn't bring any good.

kau kenapa?

ini blog aku.
sila jangan baca kalau rasa sakit hati.

tengok macam aku.
aku tak baca blog kau.
sebab aku tahu, kalau aku baca aku akan sakit hati.

aku bijak.
tapi kau, tidak.


p/s:

i don’t think i will delete that comment.
that's my right. kau sakit hati, sakit hati sorang-sorang.

kau terasa?
sepuluh jari aku susun.
ampun maaf aku pohon.



thank you.

February 26, 2010

tingtong 9 pagi

morning people..
rise and shine.

i know.
it's early to wake up at 8.30am on a holiday.
but seeming that my biological clock has been perfectly disturbed since few weeks ago due to lots and loads night outings, my sleep is no longer 8hours exactly per day and my bedtime is no more at 10pm everynight.

having this changes makes me so passive during daytime.seriously... =.='

okay.this is not my point for writing this entry.
but i don't know what write.but i want to write.
but not about my biological clock...hmmm...

i am currently listening to Menyesal by Ressa Herlambang.
a simple song with touching melodies.
a sad song with a short lyric.
an unfamiliar song with a beautiful voice.

click 'play' and listen.




thinking still.
for a topic to write.
have some in minds,
but still looking for something else.

yesterday,
i slept late and i woke up early.
today,
i slept earlier and i still wake up early.
the day before yesterday,
i slept late and i woke up late.
two days before yesterday,
i slept earlier and i woke up late too.
last week,
i slept late and i can't sleep.

February 25, 2010

what's next..

no wonder i have been emotionally disturbed lately.
i crave for foods most of the time.
red pimple appeared on my forehead. *nice spot*
today, i started menstruating.
for this month,of course.

and today,
i compassed uitm main camp (kenanga area) for several times, looking for a goddamn parking space to park my car.but none that i found.

so, i went round and round, and round.
clock keeps ticking.i am 10minutes late by that time.

then i saw,
only staff parking are available.in the need to hurry,i parked there.
few steps heading to the class, i turned my head to the back.
i saw someone is locking the yellow goddamn thing on my wheel...oh no!

...oh yes...

here are some pictures, for you to see. maybe laugh at it. *sigh*





car scratches. check
parking summon. check
speed trap summon. check
no-uni-sticker. check
wheel clampped. check

so,what's next?